who could it be?

There is somebody checking my blogg like once a week or maybe it is a couple of people doing it once a month.

i should really write more stuff ont his site but at the momenht i am not very excited.

What i will write about is why i am not very excited. As some of you who have been following my blog when i was blogging, i have broken up with my japanese girlfriend who is studying in melbourne pretty much i got dumped because she wanted to spend her time on melbourne culture. ok so i got ever that but.. it has been along time now since i have been with anybody easter weekend was last time i got to even cuddle up.

So last Monday i am playing pool comp doing my usual thing and then this chick from sydney and this guy walk in now i kinda know the chick from sydeny andthe guy i dont know anyhow my mate joe and i play some pool and i start getting attention of Nicole (sydney chick) now i write this down as strange as we had only met once so i started toget the impression she liked me.

Ok

I found her attractive not f’n gorgeouse (to tell the truth most of the girls i have been with are average to somewhat attractive), and ofcourse they all have there own set of problems.

So my mate Joe filled me in on a couple of small details that this guy that was with her really liked her and she wasn’t so keen on him, so classic case of scaring away by jelousy, here is basically what happened.

Nicole needed a place to stay she couldn’t stay where she had been staying as she had lost her job and wasn’t suppossed to be there anymore the other guy (who’s name i wont mention) wanted to just sneak in and she could sleep in his bed (yeah well we know what she thought of that) so next idea he had was she could sleep in the back of his car which was the best plan at the time..  Also important to  Note that this guy was to be taking her to wodonga tomorrow to catch a plan back home.

So it came time to leave the pub and go home. After a surprised cuddle i was thinking i should give it the best chance i was pretty hopeful at this stage as i had been in similar situations before. So i offered that we all go back to my house.

My house was a mess but nobody cared we had gone back via joe’s house to get some drink and we started watching movies , now that i have to think i not sure if i missed something i should of seen or not. In this situation when one sits down they done usually sit down to one that that are trying to discourage now i cant for the life of me think who sat down first i do think it was him but argg..

now i dont smoke nicole does joe does and the other guy does, so heres a situation i was sitting on the middle couch and Nicole was sitting on the couch to the right of my against the other wall now Joe and the guy had gone outside to have a smoke now Nicole was saying how cold she was she already had one blanket but i got her another one i really wanted to go over and cuddle and comfort her, but dissapointed by the thought of the look on the guys face when i had moved right in on his so called woman when he arrived back from a smoke. So i didint do it i was being as nice as possible but couldn’t make any moves on her, if it were just me and her it would be fine there would be no time constraints no competition.

So i soon after took Joe home and arrived to Find Nicole in the kitchen on her phone getting a serve off another guy that she used to like, talk about that later. So me and the guy chatted outside for a couple of minutes untill the call was finished went back inside started watching the movie she went ouf for a smoke i went and chatted with her i told her she could stay the night in my spare bed in the other room and i told the guy that he could sleep in the lounge room on the couch and that was was to be no people sleeping together in my house.

So we went to bed he waqs still watching the end of a movie so i turned it down a bit and went to bed made sure nicole was ok to get to bed. Now i’m not sure if its a hint or not but i showed her to her room and she took off her jacket/jumper right in front of me and yeah sure i was getting excited, anyhow i went to bed and so did she 5 minutes later i go to the toilet and notice the guy is not in the lounge thought he was out having a smoke so went and saw Nicole and woke her up offered her more blankets unfortunately there was nothing else she needed so i went and gave the guy the blanket he still wasnt there so i left it on the couch for him. went to bed had a sleepless rest that night 7.30 in the morning i go check everybody the guy still not back car gone. so i go into nicoles room and wake her up tell her the guy has gone he was suppossed to take her to wodonga and has all her luggage. Take not that i was suppossed to be at school at 9 this day takes me an hour 2 get there, so i thought the guys gone this is my last chance i’ve been all but nice to her so after i wake her up we start talking i tell her we still have some time and to move across as i wanted to cuddle, without really a arguement she moved over and we cuddled in the single bed and this went on for about an hour maybe and then all of a sudden she was like get up.. time to get up. (prob as she could tell i was getting excited.. lol)

Made myself a coffee she didint want one she had the best sleep she had had for a long time apparently. she had a smoke i had a shower funny enough after my shower my mate called and said that there was no need to go to school today as teacher was sick or something so that opened up my schedual. So what it came down to was i took her into albury to the airport bought her lunch and waited for her plain to arrive. Now after all that niceness and effort to make her last day or so comfortable and relaxed as possible i thought i should atleast get a kiss. my teeth had been cleaned as usual i had been chewing chewy after lunch yeah she smoked but at this stage i didint care and so i gave her another hug goodbye and told her i was expecting a kiss goodbye and well to be expected… It aint happening was the reply. lol

When it comes down to it i got plenty of cuddles and some great conversations i wanted to help her she can use help at this stage she was starting to become like an outcast here, i saw her good side and restrained myself from my needs as at this stage she needed to be as focused and strong as possible to deal with the tasks ahead of her. too bad really i am a great kisser. maybe it was my facial hair she was scared of it’s not that prickly.

I Didnt think she would affect me as much as she did, maybe it was the thrill of the chase or the passion or being so close but so far away from somebody, i know it was only like one day but i did develop some sort of feelings in there they are still hidden away down the back at the moment as when it is brough back to the front it becomes more of a problem as i start wanting and needing. After so many Great Relationships i am good at hidding this stuff away. You better of noticed the Sarcasm

I am alone and it only becomes apparent after you are not alone and like it.

So i hope all the best for Nicole and hope she can pick herself up to get the most out of her life and get on the right track, Good Carma is heading your way. i’m hoping it find me in the process.

 

Da J Man

That which does not kills us makes us stronger.

we cannot have happiness without the presence of sadness.

Excell Assessment 02

Well Well so how did we all go.

Just incase you want to go back into the past Jenn heres some help.

You do know that there was to be headers and footers on everypage top was name left date right bottom was filename..

Also a few features that might help so what does

|#####|mean in a cell could mean that there isn’t enough room for for the data to be shown.

Also showing formulas is a fun way to check your work so the [ctrl] + [~] will do this once the page is selcted.

Percentages pretty much simple maths i would of though but it’s all about the equasion signs when doing percentages instead of doing a divide by sign which i’m not sure where to find we do a fraction sign which is pretty much what divide by means so 10 divide by 12 would be 10/12 as long as you put a = sign in the front it will see an equasion.

Now i know the Assesment has finished but some people will get second chance so i’m not sure if i zam aloowed to post this or not so get in quickly before i have to take this down again these are just my personal notes from my assesment so i not giving tyhem away. freedom of speach and thought.

So i c ame late to class prob about 15 min late and i was one of the first people to finish.. hmmm

i wonder if we will be doing another assesment on this excell 2007 as i want to do some more vlookups and some pretty groovy stuff.

so todays date would be [ctrl]+[;] would give 20/5/08

Then we would want the time so we would [ctrl]+[shift]+[;] would give us 11:35:38 or something similar depending on your layout..

another thing i would like to talk about you guys now about the instert key right hand side of k/board above arrows. when typing behind stuff and the words are suppoissed to be moving forward but its wrtiting over the top of them thats when you press the insert key.

word2007 ,excell 2007 are suppossed to be more user friendly that the previouse ones that is why people make new programs for better clientell otherwise people wouldn’t buy the software.

So where was your problems that you had and did youmanage to fix them?

leave feedback and we will see what we can do!  as for you Jenn just make a list of all the things you weren’t sure of

Aslo there is a bit of a trick question in the assessment extra writing that makes no difference to the asessment see if you can find out what it is!!?

 

Happy days!! :S

Well we all have our good and bad days…

       We have some good and bad moment where we feel good then bad and sometimes we are just lost in mind.

Today i am feeling strange can’t concentrate on work not feeling very excited or motivated not exacly sure what i need maybe another coffeee but i dont think so..

 

It is probably because i have pretty much broken up with my gf from japan from what i really wasn’t expecting and even though i didn’t get to see her much on melbourne and she didnt make much effort so she told me it isn’t going to work..

 

But i was ok for a while and now i just feeling crap today it is ok it will pass.. not much exciting happening in my life atm. school work no money got my first speeding fine the other night… could be anything maybe food i ate.. :S

What would you do!!

So here the story what would you do if you had $10,000 what would you do .hmmmmm

well that isn’t actually that much money for what i need i need more like $100,000 or atleast $50,000.

 

ok firstly i would pay off my 2k off my credit card!

then i would buy a new car worth about the same amount!

Also i would use the rest to help me move to a new location and to study for a while with also..

not sure hmm if i think of any wi iwll come back

 

trying to get access to my wixi site see if this link works

had a go at fixing it doing it a diffent way does it work now

does this work!!

ok i know it doesn’t work and i have looked into this problem and found that wordpress.COM doesnt support flash plug ins but wordpress.org does..

pitty that we have to use wordpress.com for our school assessment.

so anybody who wants to see my stuff go to beta.wixi.com and search for dajman there is only one of em and it’s me…

if you need a referral for this site email me at rhinosourus@hotmail.com and i will see what i can do

Marks Communication expertese

So here it is faulty towers and those other british.

crying babies

saw legs

lying to women.

wifes liking pplz

legs in the air

 

Excell how many formulas do you know

some of my favourtites are.

=rand() creates a random number between .99 – .01

=if(query, {if true}, {if false}) good fun

=sum(startcell:endCell)

some others we learn today

=count(start:finsih) counts the number of entries numbers and text

=counta(start:finish) counts the number of cells with characters only